Dreaming of S(haring the World) 1/3, (2016-09-15)

Shikako doesn’t notice him at first. Just another face in the crowd of children that flock to her even here in the Ikioi-En; small and eager and easily pleased.

Though he is the smallest and youngest of the group; the most eager to try and help her even after her shadow puppet show is over and his peers drift away.

She doesn’t think he can read yet, much less understand the fuinjutsu of a long dead ancient civilization, but it helps to think aloud while analyzing the recovered chunks of Gelel shrine rubble and, unlike the Sand researcher assigned alongside her for this joint-village mission, he does honestly seem happy to just listen to her talk.

Then again, she treats him to dinner whenever she realizes hours have already passed, sky growing dark, and he has a soba addiction nearly as bad as Naruto’s obsession with ramen.

She should have realized there was more to it than that.

(He remembers his first Father a little bit: a large man with gentle hands who tried his best, despite the disease plaguing him. The illness making movement and speech and, eventually, thinking difficult.

It’s why they had moved to the Ikioi-En, hoping the healing springs would cure him. But it didn’t. Instead it left Araya alone, surrounded by strangers who didn’t care.

He doesn’t remember his first Mother at all.)

One day, her littlest fan doesn’t show up.

She notices immediately.

She doesn’t think it’s vanity when, after a few hours of distraction and concern, she goes to find him. She knows it’s not when the endeavor turns out to be more difficult than expected, worryingly so.

“His name is Araya, he’s four maybe five years old? Brown hair, green eyes. We eat here like, at least twice a week.” She says to the woman at the soba stand, whose interest waned as soon as it became clear that Shikako wasn’t planning on buying anything.

“Then shouldn’t you know where he is?” She asks, apathetic but not cruel.

Not wrong, either, but Shikako doesn’t appreciate the thought when she’s going out of her mind with worry.

Desperate, she unfurls her chakra sense as far as it can go, even though being so close to where the Gelel shrine used to be and the resulting healing springs is like trying to listen through white noise.

Araya is young, not much chakra to speak of, but familiar after so many weeks researching in the Ikioi-En. The smooth surface of porcelain and polished wood, subtle and beautiful.

She finds it, small and wavering and feverish, surrounded by other signatures which feel sickly, too. She runs, as fast as she can–uses shunshin when that proves to be too slow–and barely skids to a stop in front of a small clinic, one of many that have cropped up around the healing springs.

The medic startles, goes for a kunai–the Ikioi-En is almost an off-shoot of Sand, the healing springs and attached clinics shinobi-monitored if not outrightly controlled–but relaxes when he notices who she is. She’s the only Konoha shinobi here not on medical leave, and somewhat famous besides.

“Araya?” she asks, too keyed up to ask a proper question, honing in on his chakra flickering ever so precariously like a candle in the wind.

The medic rolls his eyes, beckons her to follow him to the back where, on one of the cots, Araya is curled up. Shikako drops to the floor next to it, hands glowing green with a diagnostic jutsu.

“It’s just a cold,” the medic says, “He probably caught it from one of our other patients. He’ll be fine in a few days.”

Her jutsu tells her the same, but she still keeps a hand on Araya’s hot and clammy forehead. He leans into it, no doubt seeking some relief against the fever.

“It’s gonna be annoying taking care of him, though,” the medic mutters, loud enough for Shikako to hear him and shoot a glare in his direction.

“Isn’t that your job?” she grits through her teeth.

He looks far less intimidated than she’d prefer. “No. I run a clinic, not an orphanage.”

Immediately the fight goes out of her–that answers her other question.

(Araya wears a mask, feels more comfortable with a barrier between him and the rest of the world. Likes knowing that something as basic as his appearance is a secret for him and his family.

He also likes how all it takes to disappear in the village is to remove it. Easily becoming just another face in the crowd, a stranger nobody can find.

Except for Mother.)

The next couple of days Shikako takes off from researching–she’s ranking leader on this mission, she’s allowed to do that; and even if she wasn’t allowed, she’d do it anyway–and spends it watching over Araya.

They’re kicked out of the clinic on the second day–the medic none too happy with her loitering. Thankfully, the inn that she’s been staying at provides an extra futon when she asks; the owner also allows Shikako use of the kitchen.

It takes four days for his fever to break, her journals and errant thoughts keeping her company until then. She plans then hesitates, writes letters that she doesn’t send.

Shikako has never thought of herself as particularly maternal. Taking care of people is a necessity not something that gives her enjoyment. But Araya is all alone in the world, and when has she ever let that stand?

When he’s awake and lucid, she asks him a very important question. He says yes–eager and easily pleased.

When he’s well enough to travel, they go to Sand to make it official.

(He’s been with Mother and Father for long enough that he barely thinks about his early years. It’s mostly a distant memory, but something he can remind himself of easily by simply looking in a mirror and unmasking himself.

Mother found some information about his first Father, and every year on the day he passed they light a stick of incense for him.

He’s no longer hungry and alone and constantly sad. There’s so much life around him now, noise and smiles and gentle touches. Araya is happy being a part of this family, and he thinks his first Father would be happy for him, too.)

~

A/N: *SCREAMING* Okay, so, I swear to god I was going to post all three of their parts together in one singular Dreaming of S(haring the World) but it is getting TOO LONG, so here’s Araya’s part so I can post something before midnight. I will definitely be posting at least one part tomorrow if not both Yodo’s and Shinki’s.

The feels weren’t as expansive as I thought it would be since apparently ~plotty things~ like how the NGSS got adopted in the first place wanted to be written instead. Even though feels would have been easier… :/

Iron Will (2016-09-14)

His blade is sharp, but your wits are sharper. And it’s been a long time since the show of steel has made you afraid.

Today will not see the end of you yet.

You are comfortable in the forest, but not at home.

(You’ve never had a home that wasn’t people now long gone.)

But you think, as you and Jet gather others to you–other kids who have lost and have burned but have survived nonetheless–maybe one day.

Gui finds you, wild-eyed and unkempt and suspicious of everything, perched in the trees outside a Fire Nation village and doesn’t say a word.

You save his life, not two hours later, shoving the soldier in red who’s spotted his deception off a cliff in broad daylight, even though it’s ruined your element of surprise.

You’re even.

It’s easy to miss what you used to have, less so to yearn for something you don’t understand.

The triplets are sweet, still innocent for all that they have suffered, too, and you think of ZhuEn and ache.

But you and she were never equals–never more than just daughters of the same man.

~

A/N: trying to write Dreaming of S(haring the World) but it’s getting longer than I thought it would be so here’s this tiny three-sentence Iron Will thing so I don’t end up with a missed post.

Your “Lee was getting good at the pregnancy waddle” comment made me literally lol. Good luck with all your prompts! I’ve really enjoyed the next gen unconventional families thing you’ve been doing.

Ah, well, you know Lee. If there’s something that can be done 100% he’s somehow going to find a way to do it 200% 😀

Thanks! I didn’t think I’d like writing for next gen as much as I have, because I thought I’d have to stick to the utter bullshit Kishimoto saddled us with in Ch700, but then I realized: this is FANFICTION. More than that, this is FANFICTION of fanfiction. I can basically do whatever feels right to me and make everyone about four hundred times happier than they are in canon.

Sometimes, happiness comes in unconventional family structures. 

OH my god, thank you for all that you do. You don’t know how much I appreciate fic writers. I really enjoy reading all you writing and your thoughts and rambles. Thank you for sharing with us. It’s not just about DoS, you’re a super awesome person all around. I love ya, and I hope you get lots of writer luck & inspiration (and tons of coffee). xxxx

I like to think I’d write regardless, but knowing there are people out there who read my stuff and enjoy them–even the brainstorms and rants that aren’t proper fics–makes it so much more fun, even when it leads to never ending circles of feels… actually, maybe especially when it leads to never ending circles of feels?

It’s tiring and sometimes frustrating, but I’ve yet to regret it and I hope I never will. I’m still growing as a writer and I like to think that all my readers and their feedback are helping me along: letting me know what’s working or what didn’t and pointing me in directions for new ideas that I never would have thought of on my own. 

So, thanks, anon! I appreciate it. I’m more a tea person than a coffee person, but I get your drift and thank you for the good vibes ( ˘ ³˘)♥

edit: unless you mean ko-fi coffee, then yes, thank you

Are you working on prompts right now?

jacksgreysays:

Oh, anon, you’re adorable. Am I working on prompts right now? Do you know how many prompts I have to fill, still? SO MANY, ANON, SO MANY–and this is literally only for DoS:

Dreaming of S(omething)
— anonymous: Shikako/Gaara from Team 7’s POV
— anonymous: Gaara/Shikako the morning after/or the moment they themselves realize their relationship is more than “just friends”
— anonymous: Dreaming of S(haring the World) aka next gen Sand Sibs raised by Shikaara (and Kankurou) FEELS!

Gambling Away The Past, 5/?
— anonymous: deer summon shenanigans

Down Every Road, 4/?
— anonymous’ giant list of prompts:
1) enraged/emotional/protective Sasuke (in context of Grass Chuunin Exams)
2-4) Ino, Naruto, and Itachi’s POV of Shikasuke
5) Ino, Naruto, Itachi, and Shikako bonding over being part of the “protect Sasuke” squad
6) Ino, Naruto, and Itachi bonding over being part of the “get Shikako and Sasuke together” squad
7) long distance relationship Shikasuke (via letter writing and unamused summons, no doubt)
— anonymous: (Walking Around) Down Every Road aka Shikako and Sasuke planning/dealing with pregnancy.

Hail To The Queen, 5/?
— anonymous: sometime in the future, somehow ends up a temporary daimyo for a foreign country

Walking Around ‘verse
— anonymous: Sakako and Boruto bonding on a mission gone wrong in Walking Around ‘verse

Kakashi POV Fic (*)
— anonymous: Kakashi POV of Shikako – bell test, Wave mission, Chuunin Exams, Sasuke Retrieval, Gelel aftermath, Grass Chuunin Exams, Tokubetsu promotion, etc.

(More) Future Fic (*)
— anonymous: Shikako in the epilogue and Boruto the movie. How would she change everything? Kakashi and Shikako scene requested.

anonymous: “There are only four Lucky Seven.” “Well, the other three weren’t very lucky, were they?”

future-tongue: Tsunade and Sasuke bonding fic (Walking Around ‘verse or otherwise)

cadalie: Shikako and Neji’s Revolutionary Crusade of Fuinjutsu and Great Justice

Stars Also Dream, 6/? (aka Jedi Yoshino)
— book14reader: the other surviving padawans

I may occasionally write and post other things, but this list above is basically my priority when it comes to writing. I keep trying to chip away at it and then sometimes I’ll write something and end up with more feels or other people will end up with feels and then give me feels and it’s a never-ending circle, anon.

This list also doesn’t include the unprompted things I have in mind for certain series.

Thanks, anon, I think I’ll be needing that luck 🙂

Are you working on prompts right now?

Oh, anon, you’re adorable. Am I working on prompts right now? Do you know how many prompts I have to fill, still? SO MANY, ANON, SO MANY–and this is literally only for DoS:

Dreaming of S(omething)
— anonymous: Shikako/Gaara from Team 7’s POV
— anonymous: Gaara/Shikako the morning after/or the moment they themselves realize their relationship is more than “just friends”
— anonymous: Dreaming of S(haring the World) aka next gen Sand Sibs raised by Shikaara (and Kankurou) FEELS!

Gambling Away The Past, 5/?
— anonymous: deer summon shenanigans

Down Every Road, 4/?
— anonymous’ giant list of prompts:
1) enraged/emotional/protective Sasuke (in context of Grass Chuunin Exams)
2-4) Ino, Naruto, and Itachi’s POV of Shikasuke
5) Ino, Naruto, Itachi, and Shikako bonding over being part of the “protect Sasuke” squad
6) Ino, Naruto, and Itachi bonding over being part of the “get Shikako and Sasuke together” squad
7) long distance relationship Shikasuke (via letter writing and unamused summons, no doubt)
— anonymous: (Walking Around) Down Every Road aka Shikako and Sasuke planning/dealing with pregnancy.

Hail To The Queen, 5/?
— anonymous: sometime in the future, somehow ends up a temporary daimyo for a foreign country

Walking Around ‘verse
— anonymous: Sakako and Boruto bonding on a mission gone wrong in Walking Around ‘verse

Kakashi POV Fic (*)
— anonymous: Kakashi POV of Shikako – bell test, Wave mission, Chuunin Exams, Sasuke Retrieval, Gelel aftermath, Grass Chuunin Exams, Tokubetsu promotion, etc.

(More) Future Fic (*)
— anonymous: Shikako in the epilogue and Boruto the movie. How would she change everything? Kakashi and Shikako scene requested.

anonymous: “There are only four Lucky Seven.” “Well, the other three weren’t very lucky, were they?”

future-tongue: Tsunade and Sasuke bonding fic (Walking Around ‘verse or otherwise)

cadalie: Shikako and Neji’s Revolutionary Crusade of Fuinjutsu and Great Justice

Stars Also Dream, 6/? (aka Jedi Yoshino)
— book14reader: the other surviving padawans

I may occasionally write and post other things, but this list above is basically my priority when it comes to writing. I keep trying to chip away at it and then sometimes I’ll write something and end up with more feels or other people will end up with feels and then give me feels and it’s a never-ending circle, anon.

This list also doesn’t include the unprompted things I have in mind for certain series.

Another anon, but reading your last bit about the ,er, logistics behind Sakako!verse reminded me that in DoS everyone loves Tsunade because she came up with an almost idiot-proof complete control over one’s periods, hence fertility. So baring shenanigans, Sakako must’ve been a planned baby. Huh prompt idea. Sauske and Shikako having a frank family planning conversation and Shikako being super methodical like taking vitamins at exactly -oclock or. Aka opposite of unplanned baby fic.

jacksgreysays:

jacksgreysays:

Oh, right! I forgot about that! Thanks for the reminder 🙂

I guess that means EVERY child born to a Konoha kunoichi is planned to some extent. (Some poor paper nin in charge of making Kareru’s records laughs hysterically that only Team Seven would find a way to have an unplanned baby.)

I actually have the idea that their usual approach to things would be reversed in the face of Shikako’s pregnancy. Like, Shikako’s cool with just asking her mom what to expect and then just listening to what the medic nin suggests, whereas Sasuke is the one to read ALL of the books and interrogate the medic nin for exact details on EVERYTHING and he’s the one that keeps time for Shikako’s meals/vitamins (because it’s been shown that when she gets into a research groove, Shikako has no idea what time or even, sometimes, day it is).

Shikako takes to hiding, but her stealth is severely reduced due to being massively pregnant. Sasuke tracks her down everywhere in the village, just like “Have you seen Shikako anywhere? It’s three o clock which means she’s supposed to take these vitamins and also eat kale.” (“Sasuke, kale is gross.” “It’s also nutritious.”)

(The Lee swap out evasion technique stopped working after the fourth time, which is unfortunate because he was just getting good at his pregnant waddling. He was going to try to incorporate it into a new taijutsu style.)

I’ll see about filling this prompt properly, anon, but it’ll probably just be more of the same silliness of above. 😀

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I suppose no jutsu is 100% full-proof, that’s true; though it’s probably 99.99% since this is Tsunade we’re talking about and it wouldn’t be taught en masse to female Academy students if it hadn’t been thoroughly tested beforehand. It’s also something that is probably checked every time a kunoichi goes to the hospital which, considering who we’re talking about here, would be fairly frequently. 

Deliberate choice vs plan does seem about right for these two–though it’s probably more societal expectation than familial pressure. Especially since all of her friends were starting to get pregnant/have kids too?

I feel like Yoshino and Shikaku are probably way more liberal than the other parents when it comes to their kids–or at least, Shikako specifically–given their own beginnings and how they’re still a little surprised that their constantly quiet hyper-sensitive child became this grown badass woman.

Like, the “my tiny child wants to go to the Academy even though she probably won’t be able to become a ninja? Sure, whatever she wants” mindset is probably still strong. The twins don’t often want things so when they do (and it’s not actively harming themselves or their family) then Yoshino and Shikaku are probably just like, definitely go for it, I believe in you. Shikaku, in particular, is big on NO PRESSURE mentality for raising his children.

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Unexpected periods would be EVEN WORSE as a kunoichi–ugh, having your position given away because your uterus will not stop bleeding. 😡

Yeah, I get that. It’s not ill-willed or anything, just a “what makes me happy might make her happy” kind of thing.

Hahaha, I should have known mentioning it would lead to something. I’ll add it to my list, cadalie, though I’m not really sure how I’ll pull it off. Like the subject matter is serious for obvious reasons, but “Shikako and Neji’s Revolutionary Crusade of Fuinjutsu and Great Justice” just SOUNDS like an amazing title. 😛

edit: filled here “Breaking The Shackle”

Another anon, but reading your last bit about the ,er, logistics behind Sakako!verse reminded me that in DoS everyone loves Tsunade because she came up with an almost idiot-proof complete control over one’s periods, hence fertility. So baring shenanigans, Sakako must’ve been a planned baby. Huh prompt idea. Sauske and Shikako having a frank family planning conversation and Shikako being super methodical like taking vitamins at exactly -oclock or. Aka opposite of unplanned baby fic.

jacksgreysays:

Oh, right! I forgot about that! Thanks for the reminder 🙂

I guess that means EVERY child born to a Konoha kunoichi is planned to some extent. (Some poor paper nin in charge of making Kareru’s records laughs hysterically that only Team Seven would find a way to have an unplanned baby.)

I actually have the idea that their usual approach to things would be reversed in the face of Shikako’s pregnancy. Like, Shikako’s cool with just asking her mom what to expect and then just listening to what the medic nin suggests, whereas Sasuke is the one to read ALL of the books and interrogate the medic nin for exact details on EVERYTHING and he’s the one that keeps time for Shikako’s meals/vitamins (because it’s been shown that when she gets into a research groove, Shikako has no idea what time or even, sometimes, day it is).

Shikako takes to hiding, but her stealth is severely reduced due to being massively pregnant. Sasuke tracks her down everywhere in the village, just like “Have you seen Shikako anywhere? It’s three o clock which means she’s supposed to take these vitamins and also eat kale.” (“Sasuke, kale is gross.” “It’s also nutritious.”)

(The Lee swap out evasion technique stopped working after the fourth time, which is unfortunate because he was just getting good at his pregnant waddling. He was going to try to incorporate it into a new taijutsu style.)

I’ll see about filling this prompt properly, anon, but it’ll probably just be more of the same silliness of above. 😀

image

I suppose no jutsu is 100% full-proof, that’s true; though it’s probably 99.99% since this is Tsunade we’re talking about and it wouldn’t be taught en masse to female Academy students if it hadn’t been thoroughly tested beforehand. It’s also something that is probably checked every time a kunoichi goes to the hospital which, considering who we’re talking about here, would be fairly frequently. 

Deliberate choice vs plan does seem about right for these two–though it’s probably more societal expectation than familial pressure. Especially since all of her friends were starting to get pregnant/have kids too?

I feel like Yoshino and Shikaku are probably way more liberal than the other parents when it comes to their kids–or at least, Shikako specifically–given their own beginnings and how they’re still a little surprised that their constantly quiet hyper-sensitive child became this grown badass woman.

Like, the “my tiny child wants to go to the Academy even though she probably won’t be able to become a ninja? Sure, whatever she wants” mindset is probably still strong. The twins don’t often want things so when they do (and it’s not actively harming themselves or their family) then Yoshino and Shikaku are probably just like, definitely go for it, I believe in you. Shikaku, in particular, is big on NO PRESSURE mentality for raising his children.

Walking Around (the Sakako Uchiha ‘verse) — now on ao3!

Since apparently Walking Around (Like Regular People)–or at least that particular spinoff universe–is no longer a one shot, I’ve made an ao3 series to collect the two current installments and any future installments.

Part 1 aka the actual Walking Around (Like Regular People) (+outsider!POV) will still be Chapter 13 of Dreaming One Shots, so I don’t delete the comments, but Walking Around (Sharing the World) is now a separate work and Part 2 of the series.

Check it out here!