Marinette is one of the youngest Ladybugs you’ve ever chosen.
It’s worrying.
With your older Ladybugs, you could trust them–they had experience to fall back on, they had lived full lives. You don’t have that with Marinette.
It’s not that you doubt her capabilities, but being Ladybug isn’t safe.
You’ve had Ladybugs die on you before.
It’s not that their lives are somehow worth less than Marinette’s–no, each one of your Ladybugs is precious to you–but you feel less guilty if they’ve lived before you choose them. Before you get them killed.
You hope Marinette won’t follow in their footsteps.
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You are bad luck, plain and simple. Your existence has always been one of misfortune. Danger and death are common enough side effects.
For the most part, you choose Black Cats who know that going in. The ones who don’t mind a little risk–the ones who maybe even want it.
Not suicidal, no, can’t do anything with a suicidal holder. Basic self preservation is necessary to wield that much power without imploding. But a certain recklessness helps.
A certain thrill-seeking tendency that makes a normal human choose to be a bearer of bad luck.
Adrien is… different.
If you were the kind of kwami to feel guilt, you might over your chosen holder this time, but at the same time, well. Maybe you wouldn’t.
Adrien was imprisoned–in a house, by his father’s expectations, by loneliness–and maybe you took advantage of that. But he is noble, optimistic, adventurous–a hero in one form or another. And maybe you took advantage of that, too, but maybe you’re just helping each other.
It’s a dangerous world out there, after all.
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A/N: Some drabbles from the kwami’s point of view. Maybe I should give this series a name? I DUNNO, I just wonder what it’s like to be an immortal spirit that bestows magical dangerous powers on people. And why they would choose teenagers for this go around…
edit: now on ao3 as part of the series Spots and Bells (and Unnamed Tales) here!